Reblog if you understand
Got in a fight with my boyfriend last night, and came home bawling. For some reason I always feel as if I’m not good enough for him because “I’m not as skinny as her”. I ended up cutting up one of my thighs because I felt so disgusted and worthless. This morning after taking a shower for school, I couldn’t help but criticize my naked body in the mirror.. I ended up cutting up my stomach I have punished my body, which is something I thought I had control of, and even quit doing. But I just couldn’t help it. I feel so numb, and to make everything that I hate, suffer… Makes me feel better.. Or it at least makes me something. I’m losing my mind, and I just need to regain control. I want to starve until I pass out. Screw all the little things that get in my way from my goal.. School lunches, etc.
